On Focus, and the Influence of Saturn

I find it pretty tough to avoid the process of reflection at this time of year. As much as the transition into a new year may feel like an arbitrary measure of time, the urge to reflect upon the past and envision a future seems to seep in from all sides. The holidays have a dual effect of making me excited to spend big nights out with people I love, while also making me crave solitude.

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Taking a Closer Look

First glance, enchanted forest?

Second glance, rubber plantation.

Third glance?

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Five Years After the Wave… What is recovery?

Do you remember the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami?
I have spent the past 10 days in Meulaboh, a small town in the Indonesian province of Aceh. Five years post-tsunami, I’ve come here to work on a multimedia project with my boyfriend, James, who came here as a photojournalist one week after the 2004 tsunami. Meulaboh was [...]

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The Beauty of Not Knowing

I am sprawled across a bed inside a bungalow, with rain pummeling the roof until about 12 seconds ago. It is now silent, though the blue-black sky still flashes here and there.

Like the rain patterns, I have ebbed and flowed continuously over the past two months — between calm content, floods of exhilaration, and the crush of overwhelm. I am immersed in working on an oral history book project, focused on people’s life stories in the context of a regional social justice issue. This involves extensive interviews, the sort that last three to five hours. I have fallen in love with the interview process, as I’ve described in a previous post — the unfolding of a narrative, the challenging questions it raises for both the interviewee and me. It is intense, and I feel my body filling up — not only with these stories of hardship and persecution, but also with the delicate dynamics remembered and recounted in the interviews.

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Listening in on the Other Side

A few weeks ago, I was looking up a farm in upstate NY where a friend works. As I searched the internet, the first relevant reference to that farm finally popped up. It was an article about a raid on the farm to arrest undocumented immigrants. I scrolled down to view the comments, and was sh0cked by the hatred poured out on the page. Hatred for immigrants — both with papers and without — was expressed nakedly and often with vulgarity. But why was I shocked?

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